I died I died I died a million times

I died I died I died a million times 
And you stood over me, brooding, anger oozing out 
A monster that you built a home for in your heart.

I lived I lived I lived to tell the tale.
But the agony will remain for as long as I walk this earth
And forgiveness will forever be an oasis in the desert of my present, future and my past.

Warp time around a cloud of shame
And let it rain, let it pour down
Now that I am new.